reality bites :D (kink aesthetics, etc.)
@JulieSqveakaroo Oh, hon, I know I'm not the first to tell ya this--I am EXACTLY the same way. And honestly, I never get ashamed or self-conscious about it anymore. 'Cause one major difference between the two I've noticed: toon images are disproportionately likely to have figures who are actively and obviously having FUN.
The aesthetics of most mainstream porn just completely turn me off. Everyone looks slightly bored and slightly coated in that weird filmy Adult Bookstore funk that makes the back two rows of Spencer Gifts smell terrible. >___< And everything is just kinda patriarchal and emotionally detached and ugly.
If I want to find a pretty real human boy covered in rubber, I have maybe 3-4 good sources for images. Compare that to about 10 seconds to Pretty Rubberized Furry Boi on FA.
NTM, with folks like you and me, there's just so much good stuff that you can't really _do_ on film, even if you have the brightest queer-friendliest aesthetics, unless you also have access to an ILM engineer...