mh (-) but mh (+)
Meh, I just barfed up a big old formless hairball of sadness a moment ago. Things are getting to me.
Things are actually kinda decent for me right now. It's all anticipating things that _could_ happen, and all that time I've wasted waiting for them.
Anyhow, it's got me reflecting on just what a weird life I've lived and what a surprising amount of it did pay off. Thanks for being here. Whatever all this comes to, the people (and quasipeople) I've met have been the best part.