kink, mild self-hate, a tiny little whine that is safe to ignore
i really wish i were cute or popular enough for someone with kinks remotely compatible with mine to come top the fuck outta me
it's ok. peg and i have lost our mojo for this stuff mostly and my libido would basically take the energy of Fat Man and Little Boy* combined to get going anyhow, something i can not expect of anybody
i just kinda wish that, i dunno, maybe they could have sent me an notarized letter a week before my very last good D/s scene warning me that this was the end of the road, i'd have to spend the rest of my life with my ego and willpower stuck in the on position, and i'd better appreciate it
life is otherwise pretty damn cozy and i realize this is the most futile method for flirting that is mathematically possible, so what the fuck ever, it's a lament and not a request
*no those are not nicknames for any of peggy's dildos
re: kink, mild self-hate, a tiny little whine that is safe to ignore
just giving myself major gross old man past his prime vibes today especially as i watch friends flirt and weave their immense poly webs with each other and i just feel like i should be wrapped in newspaper and put out with the rest of last weeks catch
re: kink, mild self-hate, a tiny little whine that is safe to ignore
"Forget it, Jake. It's Layleaux Town."
re: kink, mild self-hate, a tiny little whine that is safe to ignore
@zebratron2084 (Nuzzles, trying to support anyway.)