everything, mh (-), tmi/gross imagery, violence, cultural allergy
i read far too much news and social media and am doing the existential equivalent of projectile barfing right now
i feel utter nausea about the world i'm in and the people in it and the things they value
it feels like the only non-palliative cure would be to beat a Proud Boy to a bloody pulp *immediately* after catching him say "you know communism has never worked" for the 700th time
doomy and broken, spite, everything, mh (--), spite, tmi/gross imagery, violence, cultural allergy, spite
seriously, it's bad, and it really is everything
passing reference to Vampire The Masquerade: nauseous loathing of the gothsnob elitism inherent in the slang terms like "lick"
passing reference to HexLatex drones: nauseous loathing of the sameness and perfunctory Joiner nature of it all
trying to watch old 80s cartoons: nauseous loathing because i can't forget all the executive meddling that went on and how it permanently scarred our culture going all the way back to the fucking Hays Code
twitter: violent nausea at twitter
trying to look at pictures of cats: heartsick terror because cats are sick and unhappy sometimes
talking theology with an old and near Actual Feed The Poor And Love People Type Christian friend: nauseous loathing at being reminded of the furry anglican priest wannabe piece of shit who he used to argue with and all the damage he did, fuck you scott
madison cawthorne ranting about a definition of "communism" that only exists in his head and would also apply to Ming the Merciless and Adolf Hitler: i just want to see him die
earth: can we just agree on a doom and get this shit over with? my whole family is dying off and peg and i are doomed anyhow
re: doomy and broken, spite, everything, mh (--), spite, tmi/gross imagery, violence, cultural allergy, spite
I can only say that it's not just you, hon... I am dangerously out of spoons and have zero energy to do the dishes, and frankly carpet bombing the kitchen is sounding like a reasonable solution...
re: doomy and broken, spite, everything, mh (--), spite, tmi/gross imagery, violence, cultural allergy, spite
yeah, at this point i'm definitely here to see my mom off, protect peg, and see the cats thru as long and as good of a life as we can offer them
the moment i am free of that, hopefully not anytime soon, i am going either need to be restrained or combat trained, your choice >_<
because it's gonna be real hard to convince me not to just Take A Few Bastards With Me