microvent; sui ideation (but I'm totally OK)
Well, that was interesting. Nice to have it confirmed that the social embarrassment circuit and the self-annihiliation circuit are still wired together. (Trivial incident, nobody's fault but mine, just... hit some sensitive old buttons.)
Also nice to know that net length of self-destruction desire has gotten down to roughly 10-15 seconds, because I'm 48 years old, I KNOW you people know I'm a hot mess by now, and what's the worst that one more minor fuck-up's gonna do to me? :D
God. Getting older is AWESOME. This would have been a three-day festival of self-loathing, with special guests and disdainful rock music about me, just 10 years ago.
microvent; sui ideation (but I'm totally OK)
@zebratron2084 thank you for your visibility, I feel like it helps me in my present moment. 🙇♀️
microvent; sui ideation (but I'm totally OK)
@zebratron2084 ANOTHER minor fuck up!?!?!
I swear to SOMEONE that you've got only x many more fuckups, young being!!!