Made a really honest effort to get some serious work done today, but all I really did was rearrange my to-do list.
I'm just too preoccupied today. The household is bustling with a new person, life is going on, and my brain is producing all sorts of pessimistic narratives about where I now stand with people.
This all just bears too much resemblance to how Rik and I ended it. I'm so afraid it's going to leave me with the same kinds of questions about myself.
@zebratron2084 *many hugs and much empathy offered*