earth human money job; anxiety; "success"
It will never cease to infuriate me that my brain is just as prone to panic after being praised by my employers, as it is after being criticized.
Guess I'm still doing great, if a little slow, at my employee evals-- and damn, if this job isn't raising some fascinating intellectual questions. I'm splitting semantic hairs all day and apparently good at it.
It's so weird having _work_ be the most stable sphere of my life. Maybe that's what scares me. >_>;;