Ampersand but hornby @Ampersand@awoo.space

@Ampersand oh and the tarot pull for today is death, reversed. well fuck. I'm also being consulted on magick matters relating to death today, I scheduled it earlier this week

So I woke up today to find out a very nice person I had just met killed themselves. I may have walked past their body on the way to my car. Natalie you were kind to me and you will be missed, even with the brief interaction we had.

@Ampersand update: gave crows pretzels from my car as a reward for guarding my walk and they made happy noises at me

crow family is following me on the walk to pick up my car this morning, they remember me!

@Ampersand idk how people can live and function and be sad became damn it hits me like a literal pile of bricks as in I physically ache

Left Samhain feeling utterly devastated but ultimately it was very good. some sleepless nights I wish I could just turn off the parts of.my brain that register feelings and just be okay with crappy situations

@Sparrow haha, either research or some creative venture. I wanna make cool things somehow

okay for some reason a text to speech voice quipped SADS at me and I feel slightly better

bad brain day combined with social frustration times hangover divided by working night shift tonight equals not feeling good bird

drew The World for my daily tarot pull hell yea

@Sparrow inpatient mental health! tho I wanna change fields

@Sparrow Workin night shift

feelin the love tonight

@emanate no but now that you mention it I haven't had hash in a while and i do have roof access..

@emanate huh wasn't even thinking of that but you're right!!

good morning, remember you're a facet of a multi dimensional immortal creature that sends its tendrils through time and space for inscrutable purposes!

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ok I'm getting the hang of it and I guess it makes sense that there are lots of tech people here because twitter blows ass