Insecurity, vulnerability, expression
Speaking of real talk: I get very very self conscious about the things I'm into basically constantly. While I primarily mean kink stuff, it's actually everything. I live in a near constant state of worrying the things I'm into are actually just bad, that I'm just bad.
Insecurity, vulnerability, expression, kink-talk
Like... All of these things lead me into darker places. Lead me into places that I know a lot of people can't follow. It leaves me feeling alienated, like I don't belong anywhere. I am thankful that I've found people willing to help me. Because it's incredibly difficult to do it on my own...
To remember that I'm not bad. Even if I'm not for everyone, I'm good for some people.