Krissy @BigFatFae@awoo.space

Does anybody know ways to get past this? I feel like I'm not making a lot of progress, tbh. I've at least let myself be open and honest about it here on Masto without a lock. But still...

It is very hard for me to feel 100% okay with myself. And because ageplay is a newer kink for me than weight gain, it's something that I struggle a lot to let myself get fully immersed into. I guess that's why I let it come into my feed more, is just as a way to force myself to show that people don't mind it as much as I'm worried they will. I can tag it, they can avoid it if they don't like it... Still. Makes it hard to FEEL little when full of shame

Very much feeling little today and wanna just be at school instead of work, and be fussed over and cared for and not have any real responsibilities

It is an interactive explaination! Some degree of playing!

http://ncase.me/trust/ I saw this on birdsite, I wanted to share it because it really is hella hella good. About trust and how to make the world a better place.

Basically an obscene amount of timed growth, but with the option to resist it! Problem... Resisting it doesn't slow it down, it actually just speeds it up! Resisting it just prevents it from being *permanent* growth >////>

Woke up to an incredibly blushy idea sent to me via DM. Gonna be squirming over that one all day

I also request you @ me just so I know I have permission to boost you for this purpose!

Follow Friday? How about follow TODAY. if you've posted an introduction, feel free to @ me while replying to it so I can boost it for you! I'd like to get you all to meet eachother or find friends from other birdier platforms on this one :3

Existence is collaborative.

An unread book is a pile of paper.
An unheard song is just noise.
An unplayed game doesn't even exist.

It is the act of engaging with stories that make them real.

A story means nothing until it is in your mind. And as such... the one experiencing the story is always partly the creator of the story.

The world that exists in your mind while you read, listen, watch, play... All of those are unique to you. The symbols you see, the emphasis you add, those are where the story exists.

You're all trying your best. I can see it and feel it.

Sometimes, it's hard to do good, all we can focus on is whatever's hurting us.

You don't need to DO good to BE good. Whatever you're going through is real, it is okay to struggle, it is okay to not be strong right this moment. For now, focus on staying safe. You deserve that safety.

In a mood for ridiculous extremes. Wanting somebody to just... completely overtake me and see how far they can push it beyond the realm of the sensible

I don't know how to be anybody but me. My perspective will always be something the world is filtered through for me. My driving forces may change over time, but they'll always be there...

Brain's still.... kinda in a weird place today. But I'm here.

The trick? I need to feel a desire to actually play with it. Simply stating I am X is fun, sure, but if I feel like you actually *want* me to be at a certain size or age, like there's a story to be had that you want to tell with or to me.

Literally just... tell me what I am starting at, and you'll sweep me into the vision you've created. I will become that dream, and we can play with it.

I tend to start RPs at sizes and ages my partner wants. If they want to regress me, I can start adult, if they want me to start thin, I start there. If the weight never goes into 'ridiculous', then it never interests me, but beyond that? What gets me is when people have *preferences* and *desires* for me to be molded into.