It's probably also because I'm so freaking tired.
harassment, GamerGate, James Damore
And having partners and friends harassed and targeted because of James Damore's whining is, also a super hard thing to go through. It feels like I'm in the middle of GamerGate all over again, which is super ironic because January was one of the worst months of all that for me.
harassment
(who would have guessed that the worst harassment I've faced in years would be an absolutely tiring and exhausting thing. /sarcasm)