BinaryVixen899 @BinaryVixen899@awoo.space

i just wanna say it out loud i am nonhuman and prouuuuuuuuddddddddd

nonhuman and /proud/

past me: "when i grow up i'm going to be a foxgirl!"
present day me: " *nods approvingly* nailed it"

What would be the chances that after having the healing breakthrough I've been working for in therapy ever since I found Postfurry a year and a half ago and my life turned upside down I would randomly bump into none other than @anthracite

whenever i'm at a postfurry event i always feel like I am /home/.

I had a /wonderful/ time at the postfurry ritual tonight. /loved/ the dancing. more rituals need to end in dancing <3

BinaryVixen.HasProperty(CuteAutisticFoxgirl) == true;

There are nowhere near enough fox emoji/smilies.

i should use mastodon more, so I am!

M E T A L G E A R

In Summary:
Rando: "Did you know you're FAKING MPD?"
Me: "Hey other personality did you know we're faking MPD?"
Other personality: "Know I didn't, I should go and inform the rest of the system."

"why yes im admitting to having a condition that most people are familiar with from movies like Split, where the character with MPD is portrayed as a /literal monster/ because I want SJW Tumblr Points" <------It sounds ridiculous because it is.

It's also worth stating, as always, /what would I gain from faking an incredibly stigmatized and misunderstood condition/? What could I /possibly/ gain from that, what could anyone gain from that?

But yeah. Co-consciousness is a thing. I don't get why that's so hard to understand lol

The idea of "faking" multiplicity in general is ridiculous and dumb. If someone says they have multiple people in their head, /it's because it's really obvious to them/. It's not something someone can get "confused" about.

I also love the idea that I'm "faking" MPD because I use "tumblr terms" like "fronting" or "headspace" or "alters". Uhhhhhh, hate to break it to the people accusing me of that but, those aren't Tumblr terms.

Sometimes I get really ignorant comments about my MPD, like "You can't possibly have MPD you are way too functional!" which is absolutely bizarre to me. It's, entirely possible to have a functional MPD system with very little missing time.

And overcoming the emotional whiplash of that is honestly my biggest challenge at the moment.

it's actually been a pretty hard week the last week because well. I never expected to live long enough to graduate. I never expected to overcome all the stuff I've had to overcome just to get to this point.

my entire awooing for the next week is going to be like "OH MY GOSH IM GRADUATING HOLY HECK WTH IM GRADUATING?!?"