BinaryVixen899 @BinaryVixen899@awoo.space

The level of detail I get from some phantom shifts surprises me so much sometimes. ATM I can /feel/ my phantom fur on my back, my tail, my ears, muzzle. I can feel it all in detail despite it not being physically present. Extraordinary.

oh? Me? Human. I think you're making a mistake with that assumption :P

i just wanna say it out loud i am nonhuman and prouuuuuuuuddddddddd

nonhuman and /proud/

past me: "when i grow up i'm going to be a foxgirl!"
present day me: " *nods approvingly* nailed it"

What would be the chances that after having the healing breakthrough I've been working for in therapy ever since I found Postfurry a year and a half ago and my life turned upside down I would randomly bump into none other than @anthracite

whenever i'm at a postfurry event i always feel like I am /home/.

I had a /wonderful/ time at the postfurry ritual tonight. /loved/ the dancing. more rituals need to end in dancing <3

BinaryVixen.HasProperty(CuteAutisticFoxgirl) == true;

There are nowhere near enough fox emoji/smilies.

i should use mastodon more, so I am!

M E T A L G E A R

In Summary:
Rando: "Did you know you're FAKING MPD?"
Me: "Hey other personality did you know we're faking MPD?"
Other personality: "Know I didn't, I should go and inform the rest of the system."

"why yes im admitting to having a condition that most people are familiar with from movies like Split, where the character with MPD is portrayed as a /literal monster/ because I want SJW Tumblr Points" <------It sounds ridiculous because it is.

It's also worth stating, as always, /what would I gain from faking an incredibly stigmatized and misunderstood condition/? What could I /possibly/ gain from that, what could anyone gain from that?

But yeah. Co-consciousness is a thing. I don't get why that's so hard to understand lol

The idea of "faking" multiplicity in general is ridiculous and dumb. If someone says they have multiple people in their head, /it's because it's really obvious to them/. It's not something someone can get "confused" about.

I also love the idea that I'm "faking" MPD because I use "tumblr terms" like "fronting" or "headspace" or "alters". Uhhhhhh, hate to break it to the people accusing me of that but, those aren't Tumblr terms.

Sometimes I get really ignorant comments about my MPD, like "You can't possibly have MPD you are way too functional!" which is absolutely bizarre to me. It's, entirely possible to have a functional MPD system with very little missing time.

And overcoming the emotional whiplash of that is honestly my biggest challenge at the moment.