Statement of the state of me, mh(-)
So, yeah
I haven't been in a good spot lately. And I haven't been managing it well. And I'm sorry to anyone that I continue to hurt as a consequence of that. I've already seen attitude toward me go cold, and I can't blame the people who've had to put up with me for doing that. It's a necessary defense mechanism, I get it.
That being said: thank you to those of you who continue to lend me your kindness and patience despite that. I appreciate you sincerely, and unquestionably.
I'm not exactly out of the woods yet, and I'm not sure how I get there. I'm scared, if I'm honest. I feel like I'm running out of options.
re: Statement of the state of me, mh(-)
@Phorm You continue to be fine by me. I wish I could help more, and if you want to talk, you know where my messangers are. If I'm not saying things here it's because chosing the right ones hasn't worked at the moment
re: Statement of the state of me, mh(-)
@Doephin I do apologize for how irresponsive and intransigent I've been. I confess I'm still not at my best, and still quite low - but I still appreciate you and your words. I know I'm quite frustrating in this way, but thank you for your patience.