bad mh day, meds 

........so like..... are SSRIs supposed to make everything numb and intensify the apathy? Been on a low dose of Fluoexetine and it just seems to blur life?

Been trying to push though? Like it's harder to pull out of shitty moods, but maintaining a bland "eh" mood is easier?

bad mh day, meds 

@Draekos yes, ssris make your mood stay at meh, which is way better than constant fukken void devouring you inside, imho
did you just start? it takesa while to get accustomed

re: bad mh day, meds 

@efi it's been about 2 months?

re: bad mh day, meds 

@Draekos that's about the time it took me to stop locking my jaw
it took a year before I could use my garbage consistently
I don't know when it started to get me consistently ok instead of meh, but it took several months
the starting months are rough, but after you can take higher doses, due to tolerance, the meh starts being more manageable and less imposed meh

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@efi ........oh boy, can't wait.

re: bad mh day, meds 

@Draekos depression is a fuck
I'd hate it if I wasn't on meds haha
...
I'd be dead without the meds, more likely, so

re: bad mh day, meds 

@efi yeah I getcha. Kinda... Kinda having a lot of those sort of thoughts right now? <_<; not a good day in my skull right now.

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@Draekos being in love helps a lot with depression, tho~~
:* <3

re: bad mh day, meds 

@efi no. no it doesn't. Just makes me feel more broken because everything about the life I live should mean I don't feel this way but I still do.

Being outside of a relationship helped for a while.

re: bad mh day, meds 

@Draekos oh, I see...
I mean, it helped me when I had gay kisses, that made me feel good...
anyway, if you need a hug or a million I'm here for you, just ask <3

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