anxiety + artist
been posting a lot of this lately. sorry.
I'd like to find confidence and happiness in liking things I make. Outside of weekend streams I feel like all I do is fucking scribble garbage (and even for streams, I feel the art is subpar to my work a few months back)
Problem is I'm painfully aware every hour I spend moping, half-doing chores and just generally staring at an empty canvas is literal money out of my pocket. I don't want to be rich but I don't want to be broke.
anxiety + artist: part drei
what I want to do:
draw lots of cute/cool ideas floating in my head
what my brain does when I sit down to:
[white noise and expectation of failure]
anxiety + artist: part deux.
@Draekos Not to dismiss this but the senate passed it, it's not law yet.
anxiety + artist: part deux.
@IrisKalmia that's what I meant. sorry.
anxiety + artist: part deux.
@Draekos can I kick whoever it was who proposed that stupid bathroom law?
anxiety + artist: part drei
@Draekos *sends positivity* If tit helps, I think your art is really great honestly. You're one of the best artists I know.
anxiety + artist: part drei
@Draekos if _it_ helps, though I imagine tit helps too.
anxiety + artist: part drei
@Felthry brought a smile to my lips, thank you <3
anxiety + artist: part deux.
oh hey. and the place I'm living currently just passed a law about bathrooms and I'm sure you already know.
Yay, even more reason for me to want to step outside of my rapidly shrinking comfort zone.