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hokay, getting geared up for that stream thing. Had a nice little Kerbals flight, only had to quick reload once because I entered orbit the wrong way round.

ANYWAY.

Self-care checklist 

Take your meds
Eat some food
Drink some water
Take a shower or bath
Get some sleep
Talk to a friend
Pet an animal (if you like to)
Hug someone you care about (if you like to)

You can also follow this cool guide:

philome.la/jace_harr/you-feel-

hokay masto, Need to do that stream thing in like half an hour and that generally takes a lot of good vibes to do.

Take care of eachother, I need to get in a headspace to do my routine. It helps me cope.

<3

Depression 

One thing to remember:

Depression is real.

Whether it's "justified" or not, it is very real.

That is, whether the person who is affected by depression thinks they have cause to be justified or not... whether bystanders think they just need to go out hiking in the woods and "get over it" or not...

Your feelings are real.

Their feelings are real.

If someone ever tells you how they feel, BELIEVE THEM, even if you don't understand why they feel that way.

Small personal problem note. 

CW'd because honestly I don't think I'd want to read this from someone else right now.

I've.. had a track record now of suicidal action. The quietly locking the door kind. And it's been recent.

I had this long ramble typed up about it, but honestly... I dunno. Not really the time? I'm tired, I'm drained. I'm upset someone I care about isn't in my life anymore. But I plan on seeing tomorrow, and the day after.

I love you, thank you for caring about me.

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x-clacks-overhead: GNU Natalie Nguyen

Hey masto folks,

I love you. You know that? I do. We may not talk much, but we've been one of the best little communities I've been part of.

There's a hole in my heart now, I'm sure there's one for a lot of you too. I don't know if I can really handle the flood of emotions today. Take care of yourselves and each other.

As a small side note, is pleases me deeply that Pratchett touches so much of my life in positive ways. Thank you, everyone. Seriously. Thank you for being you.

A woman is not dead while her name is still spoken.

GNU Natalie Nguyen

Please boost

how I think people should see me:

horny on main

how I and probably everyone sees me:

horny on main, but depressed instead.

Anyway, guess I'm gonna do some chores before letting the birds out and dealing with their cages.

Should have done it on the weekend, but hey. Go me.

Then do this art thing so many people insist I'm good at.

Taking a moment (mental, -) 

just....
fuck the world, okay? Fuck life.

Or rather, fuck depression and brain chemistry. I know I'm feeling horrible because I'm feeling horrible and I'm in a feedback loop of shitty. I have a pile of things to do, but they're solvable and procrastinating is making them worse.

But also, it took me a while to drag my ass to my desk and I've not done ANYTHING since.

I have to get a comic page done tomorrow, haven't even started. Bleh.

🎤​ I'm a loser babbyyyy~ 🎵​ so why don't you 

gonna do with that big bat? Gonna hit me? Better make it count. Better make it hurt. Better kill me in one shot.

LEWD CHOMPS 

because heck it, here you go @soft_chomps@glitch.social​

what am I even doing with my life 

tired: bored
wired: vored

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