➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space

I cast yawn upon the darkness

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SO HEY, let's share that art I got!

By the talented Malificus. For those not in the corner of the furry fandom I am, Succubats are a queer empowerment analogy as well as a great way to sex up any character. Don't think it'll be the main Chezikt to exist, but I definitely want to doodle the succurat myself :3

RIGHT THEN
new face, since I got some lovely art recently for my little ratty gal.

Let's try to get back into being active on here because heck I'm sorry I've been MIA

did some uncalled for shit a bit ago, you folks
didn't need that.

Closing social media stuff for now.

Can't go cry though. Can't. Need to go get some food and draw stuff because I get paid by work completed. Not by hours on a clock.

If you'd told me... like 8 years ago, I'd be at a point where me being in tears and vaugely sui feeling would still be sitting down and drawing art... I'd be amazed. I don't think people know how much of my art, generally joyful and lewd, is drawn in a mindset of self hate and misery.

Watching someone close to me burning every cis bridge they have since the the news today of the shooting in Las Vegas.

It hurts. Not just because it'll send ripples through my social circle and have the few cis friends I have and deeply care about likely feeling even more unwelcome... but it hurts to see the world in a state where that feels like the answer.

I had an okay morning but now I just want to curl up and cry :/

Basically my existence on the internet.

Queer people are a blessing.

unsure if I should use profile tags for current character forward or personal or or or D:

Tower shirt, v on point.

Coffee to make the day go

<_< I need to clean my desk more, that's what this photo is telling me.

Also heck it, I'm still not sure what this reading is trying to say, it all got so jumbles for me after The World showed up https://awoo.space/media/NU0LIMYnznw_6DPiX-A

I have some serious problems with thinking ideas that are only inside my head are inherently wrong or flawed. Usually some external just "yeah that's a good idea" is all I need but the cards have been doing a lot of that work, and making me think more about the workings of my head too.

That being said though,

I really enjoy doing tarot readings, even if I'm still learning the cards (and would love to have a better understanding of the deeper meanings of, say, a draw that's all major arcana and cups cards)

Not really wanting to @ people so here's a subtoot of thanks to Irick, IrisJay, Adam Koebel and PixelOccult for all being different but important influences in getting me into this.

You ever do a reading and like, it seems really positive and then the 'goal to strive towards' is like the Hanged One, Tower, or the 5 of cups or similar?

Also, kinda wish the 7 of swords would stop showing up in my readings D: Was on the bottom of the deck (facing me) when I pulled it out of the box and after some shuffling was the first card of the reading. I get it, deck, I'm shit at lying and bad at reading intentions. I get it D:

@vahnj how do account tags like pronouns and such?

man am I still on the old mastodon meme of being crushingly depressed? heck me.

H*CK

I'm gay

Crying while trying to draw for money is a shitty feeling and I wish I did it less often.

I miss feeling like my life had value.Even if it was just me lying to myself.