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anyway, let's see what those tarot cards say, after I wake the birbs.

Okay there's a few of you and it's easier to just make it one message, heck it.

Currently lacking a working vehicle, spouse and roommate both work full time out of the house. Public transit is ABYSMAL. There's not really an easy way to GET to a professional to talk about medication outside of like, the price gouging of rideshare. <_<

Guess I should consider ridesharing to a doctor.

huh when adding the addiction CW, I thought I'd actually more directly address it? I dunno. Stuff.

Birds to be woken up soon, think I'll do a tarot reading and see how it treats me.

i don't know if this is a placebo at this point or 'real'. But caffeine doesn't wake me up so much as it clears the noise from my head so I can focus.

Had some adderal recently (yeah, I know, it's kinda not exactly legal to do but heck there it is) and actually felt like I'd finally pulled my brain out of fog and into sunlight for the first time in my life and hey that's........ scary?

Well, hello again crying fit. It's not a perfect solution but this'll pass.

Had a rough morning. Looking in the fridge while getting some food.
2 energy drinks. 2 days of streamming this weekend..... grabbed one. I need to chill out.

I've found caffeine in general is a very good way of calming me down, to the point where I've stopped asking for additional espressos in mochas when out and about. It would make me drowsy with that much of a punch. Now I'm sipping this can and feel BETTER.

.............................I should probably just delete that?

Day plan:
1: ✅​
2: ✅​
3: update. that. commission. form!
4: post art from the last 2 weeks

hokay. Depression go fuck off.
Plans for the day:
1: Laundry, finish it up.
2: nice big bowl of chop for the birds, they deserve it
3: update. that. commission. form
4: post art from the last 2 weeks becuase heck I've been procrastinating and there's some damn fine stuff in here.

The lesbian (and other queer) flood of things in my timeline is really helping with the crushing depression spike I'm back in right now, thank you

And yes that's serious, not sarcasm. Thank you!

5am is a reasonable time to go to bed.
Good thing it's 5:20.

Tired: Horny androids
Wired: Horny androids

Occam's Orgasm

Gaity (Gay Deity)

this is what I get for not fully registering what dialog box and what buttons where there before clicking but like... fuck. FUCK.

...you know what's great? realizing you've not saved like 3 hours of work, because a bird landed on the 'close canvas' keybaord shortcut, and you clicked "no" rather than "cancel"...

FML.