➡️ @Draekos@yiff.life @Draekos@awoo.space
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Sorry, I've moved accounts D:
Joined May 2017
mh, relationships( - )
and this morning? Went to bed late thanks to digestive issues (mostly stress, partly rush eating tacobell at 10pm as the only food I'd had that day)
To be woken up by
The same argument.
The two hours that previously had basically tanked all drive for me to do anything but try to find some comfort in a video game? Nah. Might as well have not happened. Back to the start again.
mh, relationships( - )
yesterday after a grueling fucking stress storm of spending 6 hours having to do something that really should have only taken like 2.... I had got home and honestly wanted to draw. Just something fun. I dunno. Bowsette or whatever.
And instead I got dragged into another 2 hours of stress. This time arguing with my partner. Again. About a topic many hours have already been burned on.
Horray moral disagreements.
Late night feels dump (~ okay done)
Alright, hand is shaking again. Going to dry some tears and try to lay down. I need sleep.
Good night fediverse. I love you.
Thank you for being strong for me when I couldn't. I only hope I can help others in the future as you've helped me in the past.
❤️ 
❤️
Finally, goodnight.
Late night feels dump (+, but like some death talk )
But you know what. At some level "what does not kill you makes you stronger" is true. Every one of those scars I have is a sadness I've pulled out of.
Cancer tried to kill me, It failed and I went from thinking I was a boy who just tried to exist to a girl taking hold of her life.
Depression, fuck you. You won't kill me.
The scars are battles I may have lost, but this is a war I will win.
Late night feels dump, anxiety, self harm(-)
Although I sit here staring at scars of past mistakes, it's funny in a way, most of well... THOSE scars are on my right arm.
But now my left arm has some. It's been shaking a lot lately. Comes and goes. Definitely spikes when I'm feeling nervous. Tried to squeeze hard enough with my right hand to make it stop. I ddin't know nails could draw blood.
So hey, probably new future faint white scars to remind me of pain and mistakes.
Late night feels dump (~?)
Crying, not sure if they're sad or happy tears but hey.
I know I've been... an emotional mess lately, honestly. I'm trying to hold it all together.
Thank you, friends and acquaintances on the fediverse. I love you.
Good night, or good morning.
I hope this monday gives you some joy.
I plan on doing the final step of getting my driver's license fully renewed and hopefully drawing something cute. Or lewd. Or both. Maybe more than just one thing.
consider:
thigh heels.
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i should just make an online thing, like a google drive or something, where i can archive maple pics
Project goals, for a few years down the road for sure:
A queer themed game that is built on some elements of games like Darkest Dungeon, Banner Saga and Analog: A Hate Story.
Honestly I just want some good queer AI stuff and turn based strategy stuff :D
J'Accuza Zero
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Day off?
Get ✨soff.✨
So if you want to follow my art account for the good draws and stream announcement stuff:
@Draekos@yiff.life
I'll be trying to keep my trashposting and depression to here only.
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NSFW stream link
Hi I draw commissions on stream, come on in and hang out, maybe got some draws!
heck me with a rake, no energy.
But passed driving test, tomorrow I head off to get a proper license again.
Gonna be streaming as soon as the anxiety wears off
Bleh tech, independance (-)
Kinda feels like life is just deciding as soon as I get one thing fixed for being able to live in the modern americas comfortably, another thing breaks instead.
Definitely not helping my stress levels, I'll tell you that much.
Bleh tech, independance (-)
Phone's GPS is fucked. It's currently seeming to struggle with actually holding an internet connect too.
First one's not too bad, have an old garmin that is new enough to take updates and such still so that's okay for the car.
But like.... oof. It's annoying to have music stutter out and end and welp I'll need to hard reboot the phone to get that back. Defo not doing that on the road.
"Man writing chapter 2 of this comic seems..... stupidly hard."
"I could... pick up that comic I started making instead of this- oh... no I wrote myself into a stupid corner that I'm not fond of and would need to redo from the start to get right"
Fuck maybe just make something... completely new? D:
Hey you.
YEAH YOU, I SEE YOU SCROLLING THROUGH SOME DISCOURSE.
You're valid, you're good.
Keep it up!
Here's a hug if you're down with that, or just like, a thumbs up if you'd rather.
Do the things, take the breaks when needed, keep that hydration going. <3
Look I know this is some capitalist bullshit but my heart deeply wants a plush Mtn Awoo pillow okay?
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A young artist ran in with a box, panicked.
"Can you help me please? THIS showed up on my doorstep last week and I don't know what to do with it. It keeps me up all night, I can barely eat, sometimes it makes me forget to breathe."
I peeked into the cardboard box; a small, large-eyed muse peeked back out at me.
"Are you trying to get rid of it..?" I asked.
"Oh heck no! I just don't know how to discipline it or what to feed it."
#tootfic #microfiction #smallstories #urbanfantasy #terylstales
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Sorry, I've moved accounts D:
Joined May 2017
