all of my posts on this instance thus far have been meta posts i want to change that cw creative angst
i like prose and music a lot, but i am very, very bad at creating either
the trouble i have there is that they both have "rules", rules that the academic within me wants to learn and memorise by rote, and that the creative in me hates and wants to never use
and the trouble there is, whenever i do find a way to circumvent or subvert them, i end up hating it soon after as pretentious drivel
also have suddenly decided this alt is gonna be "real talk" mert
i understand the irony of saying that whilst using a duck avi