mh-, depression?
for the past week or two it's like... nothing has felt fun or enjoyable
we've been unable to do anything productive *or* enjoyable and i don't know why
it's really wearing on us and i don't know what to do about it and we just. i don't know
it feels like this is a culmination of stuff that's been building up for years. i don't know what to do about it. we need... something. but don't know what.
there are too many things we don't know