so it turns out other people are actually capable of focusing on two things at once enough to like, follow the plot of an audiobook while driving
how the fuck do you do that
-F
seriously though it was *today* when someone said they couldn't understand the point of one of our fantasies because they can do that anyway that we realized that some people can just do that
-F
this also means that a majority of people will probably just not get the point of my writing
-F
@Felthry I didn't know that being in pain constantly wasn't normal til I was... Probably 17 or 18? People don't tell you things that are just 'the way things are' to them, same as you. And that sucks 'cause it is WAY harder to pin down when something is wrong, especially when you're young.
-Katie
pain, cbd
@squirrellilly @Felthry i found out that the "growing pains" in my legs were actually just regular pain, and that it was directly caused walking too much
something else that helped me realize i was in pain was how coming down from cbd gave me flu like body aches, but i eventually realized i had that all the time and just didn't notice until they went away and came back after the cbd
how do you deal with it when you realize that the fantasies you write about, the things you wish you were able to do, turn out to be something that almost everyone else does effortlessly anyway and never told you
-F