Zeta's 2021 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

Man, coming back from two months in the hospital with overwhelming suicidal ideation is a trip and a half. I'm simultaneously going 100mph and am frozen.

Zeta's 2021 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

And heading in for PHP (partial hospitalization). Still need to write up that journal about what's happened.

Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

So PHP didn't work and I ended up heading back into inpatient... but I'm now out of that again (round 2 at one place, 5 at the other).

I'm now packing for another boarded PHP option that should be able to help me, I desperately hope.

Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

Said PHP is Crownview out in Oceanside, CA, for the record.

Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

Okay, should be heading there tomorrow. I think I'm ready as I can be for this...

re: Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

@zetasyanthis i'm not really entirely sure what's going on but i hope everything goes well for you
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re: Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

@Felthry Anxiety so bad it's making me suicidal, basically. I meant to write up a post about WTF is going on, but haven't finished it yet. Basically bouncing between different hospitals atm. :(

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re: Zeta's 2021-2022 hospital journey (MH, sui, etc) 

@zetasyanthis i hope things can improve for you, then. I like you and want you to feel good

i understand the anxiety though. it can be a lot
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