Bad brain stuff
@LexYeen @Felthry it’s mostly stuff about my ex and what she did to me. The fact that it feels like the ten years we were together never meant anything to her, how she took advantage of me for sex, just… when it feels like “hey maybe it’s getting better” things just will feel worse.
I’ve been trying to poke around on barq to sort of, fill the void that’s been in my life and my trauma has been making it hard and making me feel undesirable…
re: Bad brain stuff
@Felthry @Russell Yeah, I agree with this based on my own experences. Wounds heal, scars form sometimes, and sometimes those scars will still pull funny years after the healing is long over - doesn't matter if it's mental or physical wounds.