Would be nice if I had somewhere I could just go be a girl for a bit. Like a female friend I'm comfortable with who'd take care of me and girl me out for a day or something. I dunno.
I don't though, so I just have to grow out my hair and learn how to style it.
I mean I am leaning into the femininity more than it feels like my urges call for, and while I know that's partly because I just damn well want to right now, I'm not totally sure of the whole reason.