Fen @Fenreliania@awoo.space

GOOOOOOOSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

My game works my game works my game works it's so nice and well coded and it works and I love it so much I'm so happy I'm making a legitimately good game oh my gosh my GOSH I'm HAPPY MY GOSH

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Being my friend comes with the understanding that if you are the one beating yourself up then I'll fight the you who's doing the beating.

ahem *adjusts his shirt* anyway.

home time home time home time!!
Gamedev and DOOM! Shoot demons, pure adrenaline and testosterone! As a girl! TESTOSTERONE GIRL!

Hey hey by the way

If something of mine is boostable you can boost it, duh!

*huffs and flops* I will get mad at anyone who gets mad at my friends including the friends themselves.

training time, will be back to be cute later~~~

aahh! I keep remembering my hair is a mousey blonde and not a luscious beautiful fluffy brown like I adore... I should figure out some ways to style this nicely I guess. Don't want to dye my hair yet, for several reasons.

Would be nice if I had somewhere I could just go be a girl for a bit. Like a female friend I'm comfortable with who'd take care of me and girl me out for a day or something. I dunno.

I don't though, so I just have to grow out my hair and learn how to style it.

I mean I am leaning into the femininity more than it feels like my urges call for, and while I know that's partly because I just damn well want to right now, I'm not totally sure of the whole reason.

[[GIRL INTENSIFIES]]

I was thinking to myself "maybe it was just a brief phase of being excited and I don't really want to be more girly" and then I started dancing and being cute while listening to music and was like NO DAMN YOU OF COURSE I WANNA BE CUTE DUH

Like screw dresses yeah. I don't really want to wear a dress (I like dresses on other people though) but I do wanna have the style my avatar has.

What if... I just want to wear cute clothes that look kinda girly? What if I just want to look cute in a kinda girly way? I think this might be getting closer to the mark but who knows.

Anyway, goodnight sweeties~

In the kind of mood where I want to collapse to my knees and look at you with sad watery eyes and find comfort in your kind caring embrace. I want to be a cute anime girl but I'm also worried that might not be what I really want.
Whatever, boy mode, I wanna hug so many cute girls.