Gender feels hour
Why do I keep asking myself if I am NB? I always come up with the answer of "no" However, the fact that this question keep getting asked is giving me more and more moments of pause.
have to wonder how much of dipping into NB territory in the past, what with identifying as agender in my early teens due to depersonalization, or going into theymode before being able to transition in order to avoid presenting as male, but also being able to get away with ambiguity has to do with coping, or if there is something more to it.
Everytime I ask that question to myself, I keep getting a "no" but I feel that maybe there is a lot of emotional baggage associated with that that I have to sort out first before exploring it.
For some reason, this is bothering me, like a lot.
I am going to have to confront this sooner or later, I can't keep quiet about this uncertainty anymore.
Gender breakthrough
Well, once it's all laid out in front of me, it's become a lot clearer, the hang up about the question is due to emotional baggage from developing coping methods.
Once I realized this, I am ready to say that I am at least slightly non-binary.
And it feels good.
