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Haven’t posted much here, but I’ve been doing mostly better.
Something internally shifted that I’ll want to talk about at some point, loosely corresponding to no longer holding myself to arbitrary constraints from others. I’m not sure why, but talking about and reflecting on my own narrative helped.
As did spending time making things again, which apparently I hadn’t done in awhile? Being a builder and storyteller just seems to be my thing, for some reason.
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I guess I’d been kind of cynical about how things I do are seen by others, given how other people controlling the narrative seems to... be a thing. I guess I finally found a way to work around people reactive to controlled narratives and keep being me, which helps more than I think I knew.
Wish I still had faith in disinfo not dominating the process, but I’ll settle for “I can work within this framework and minimize my exposure.”
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@Goldkin That's been one of my biggest problems. I don't trust the communications lines not getting muddied and I don't know how to correct for it. I have tools but they don't scale.
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@orrery I use trust-but-verify with a loosely Bayesian reinforcement schedule. Works for figuring out the best available approximation of reality, but doesn’t work as well for publishing it.
Learning most folks don’t even get to the verify step was a major blow to my confidence in people not believing disinfo. But the world keeps turning on the underlying facts instead of peoples’ narratives of them, inexorably leading to correction if the data’s wrong.
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@orrery Dangerous in systems defined by and controlled by humans, though. And I guess I found ways to limit my exposure to communities and systems with other correctives (administration on character and perceived intent, systems with sources of truth that aren’t people, etc).
Viral ideologies still scare me and are still a problem, but I’ve found a tempo to retain balance now, and combating them follows from there, I think?
