sexuality thoughts, ambivalent
Sexually, I prefer cock, attached to someone who has a species identity that is other-than-human and ideally (but not necessarily) a gender identity that is other-than-binary. The species identity part is the only part of this preference that has been observably inflexible so far.
I feel really guilty for having a strong and defined preference about anatomy and I don’t know how to deal with that guilt.
sexuality thoughts, ambivalent
@Jacel I think “preconceptions” is really spot on about what bothers me. I guess I’m just not comfortable with any attribute of my opinion towards a person - including opinions about their suitability as a sexual partner - being in some way preordained, and thus innately unfair/unjustified.
sexuality thoughts, ambivalent
@Jacel A little, I think. It’s easier to identify it as a distinct thing from that perspective, and make a decision about it and feel less anxious about how an “unfair” preference is affecting my behavior.
