dreams, that monster (---)
dreamed about him again. he contacted me out of the blue and said hi and gave me a song recommendation to listen to. like nothing ever happened. like everything had always been okay. I confronted him about contacting me when he had agreed not to and he was evasively apologetic. he used the wrong pronouns for me and I told him to stop, then he said something like "yeah, but I played a girl character first" and I woke up with a hole in me again
