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imagining having a nice little efficiency apartment/leaving daily for a job where I really feel wanted (which isn't necessarily art, but)/actually seeing someone on a regular basis/playing D&D with friends on Friday nights/eating fairly good Chinese take out/not living in the recession and gentrification that never ends/occasionally being able to get medical checkups/etc;
and that really is about as ambitious as I get.
So I understand when people imagine a good afterlife as here but nicer.