tmi Tuesday
So. I’ve always looked younger than my actual age. I went through college looking like a high schooler and I went through high school looking not good. Part of puberty hitting late was not enough food. When I started college I was 5’9” and 125 lbs. or so.
Not only did I mature later but I’d been indoctrinated that I was a misfit ugly horror and nobody would date or screw me. My parents didn’t notice my lack of social life; I was pulling down good SATs and a 4.0 GPA. (Cont)
tmi Tuesday
No car access(told I was too inept to drive), no job (told I needed to focus on my studies), no internet. I barely masturbated as a result of indoctrination, lack of knowledge, lack of fap material, a huge haze of depression.
So... I was sort of trained to be asexual almost. I don’t really know how to flirt, i have been in relationships but it takes nearly nothing to scare me away from dating or sexual encounters in meatspace, and while I have a libido I have no clue if it’s normal.
tmi Tuesday
I honestly don’t know where my sex life is going, if anywhere. It doesn’t help that I worry about being perceived as old, a failure, and desperately broken. I wish I had a more fun thing to share, maybe I’ll talk about dolphin tf or something later.
