stuff said at work is REALLY getting to me probably more than it was intended to, this is stacking badly with feeling like I can't get anywhere/am somehow not supposed to get anywhere with art, with feeling trapped in this part of the world, and just overall fatigue.
I want reassurance that I'm a good artist, a good office worker, and that I'm doing okay at trying to survive while this fucking flawed and broken, but I feel bad asking for it.