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And anxiety's spiking again. Despite the little dip of crap self-esteem last night, where I asked for reassurance, the past largely sleepless 12 hours has been pretty okay; I feel likable, loved, and capable, just my subconscious apparently is screaming BE FRIGHTENED AS HELL at me. Anyone ever get something similar?
This SUCKS. I think I need to try the edibles, as Friday night was terrible on sleep too, but Saturday I had a few puffs from a friend's vape and slept okay that night.