work mh-
Realizing today that; although “you will be focused on this stuff which actually doesn’t interest you but which apparently is vital to us, because you MUST to survive [implied anything you might want to do instead is puerile and pathetic]” presses childhood buttons, “well of COURSE you’ll be here daily regardless of weather/health/emotional well being” presses them worse. At least now I have other things in my life and I’m not literally being starved while in endocrine/abuse hell.