mh and drug mention
1) I could really use reassurance from outside that I'm actually good at my job, that I actually am being a supportive family member, and that in general, things aren't quite as bad as my stress levels say they are.
2) Sleep was crummy tonight, I think because I ran into a whole batch of stuff that reminded me of childhood soon. Things just don't remind me of childhood in the good way, you know?
3) This level of ongoing stress I think has gotten beyond my ability to cope with by cooking and drawing, and I think I either need to play hookey from work or I need to actually eat some weed in the evening. Very soon.