mh/slight ph/abuse mention
ever thought that you might be an anxious little beast because your subconscious is trying to maintain normal and unfortunately "normal" was shaped by years of bullying, verbal abuse, and the next Complete Catastrophe Which Is Entirely Your Fault being liable to happen at any time?
... admittedly, the other thought from while I was in the bathroom was "wow maybe I shouldn't have eaten all that okra."