I really miss some specific people from online, and from RL. I also keep wanting to be petite and wanted and pretty, stuff like that.
I can't skip tomorrow as it's assumed I'm going to be there. The assumption I'll always show is part of how I hate the job.
I think I keep staying up in the middle of the night because I'm trying to cheat life right back, because of my life being stolen by this job. I should PLAN a day off, or just take one, at this point.