The combination of “I wish I were pretty/had a pretty fursona everyone loved/were smart/were a good artist, maybe I should just stop with the shitty drawings” which *actually* says “I’m stressed and probably thanks to a mix of fatigue with someone pressing childhood buttons.”
@Leucrotta now that I think about it... definitely have "oh shit I'm triggered and didn't realize / huh we need to eat" moments like that, but I don't know if it's tied to a specific... [it's not here.] oh! well then yeah, absolutely.