1) I'm having another "could sleep through the battle of Kursk next door for three hours but now I'm AWAKE!!1!" nights
2) I wish I could afford an actual vacation. This wouldn't need to be elaborate in length or nature, just it'd be nice to do something.
3) I kinda wish I could skip work for no particular reason, just to play hookey.
4) It feels like somehow I managed to not have *most* of the furry fandom kinks.
... also 3 am is probably not a productive time to ask the question "where am I going with my art"? Includes "do I *really* want to work in color that much or do I just feel that's what everyone wants?" (answer; it's a bit of both).