Weirdly a silver lining to such a shitty childhood is I can’t look back from the dark of another Covid winter with looming fascism, more Disney content, and unaddressed climate change, and wish I were 10 or 16 or 25 again when life was great, BECAUSE IT WASN’T. I was lucky enough to get free and start hacking (so the hardest part of the process) on my personal bullshit in the 90s when everything wasn’t falling apart the same way.