Ideation
One of those days I’m not actually upset but the thought “there’s nothing really to look forward to, death would be a mercy” is real close to the surface, do you ever get that?
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@Leucrotta I don't think we get that specifically but mostly because we're absolutely /terrified/ of not existing.
we certainly feel pretty hopeless and "there's nothing to look forward to" at times.
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@Leucrotta I used to. I don't think I have in a long while. But looking back, those were scary times and I didn't even know it wasn't part of the "normal" life experience for everyone.
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