stoned thoughts
I'm JUST a stupid animal that thinks about the potential of nearly everything to hurt it, and I'm expected to have a human neurotypical long term thinking
I really am trying to human better, though I guess that's like rethink and revise current negative coping mechanisms; it would be easier to think with an acceptance of the longer term, or swap so I was less online and insomniac, if there were more positive stuff ahead in general, however everything looks kinda bleak currently