I've decided to deal with this really terrible spike of self loathing, even though it kinda resolved, by hanging out in a unicorn kigurumi, listening to The Cure's "Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me" album which, for not being the best Cure album nor my favorite, is really good and also includes their best song.
@amaranth show me how you do it, and I promise you, I promise that I'll run away with you. I'll run away with you.
@Leucrotta show me show me show me how you do that thing~