mh - - journaling, uspol -, CPTSD, slurs
I'm triggered and I KNOW it, which is not unreasonable for having Reagan's America back but now infinitely more offensive and as a speedrun.
Not only when I tally up the recent past (eg, today's the first day I've colored art in a month), but also I think things like "they are bullies, so I know EXACTLY what they are doing; they are pushing until someone reacts violently so that they can beat heads AND be self righteous about how they're the reasonable good people."
There is no social contract anymore, you're still supposed to be a good little kike/good little faggot/whatever and comply with rules and regulations which apply to YOU but not, never, the GOOD VALUED PEOPLE.
The cream always rises to the top. We know because the people who claim to be the cream tell us so while they're abusing us.