possibly I should buy Battletech as a way of already having a pricey hobby and therefore NOT get into Kill Team/40K by the time my brain snaps into "I need to save money I need to save money I need to save IT'S NOT ACTUALLY ENJOYABLE I MAY AS WELL GET SHIT I LIKE"
you know instead of [long list of more pragmatic crafts, such as knitting] [cue self hate for not being omnicompetent enough]