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my body aches all the time, A full time job is an agonizing thing i’ve never been able to do without wanting to kill myself, any hope of doing something i actually like to do is dead, and i just wish there was someone in my life to help me deal with this reality.
I have always wanted to live like everyone else. it has always been my dream, but has never felt like something i could ever realistically achieve.
i know you want to see me overcome my issues, but i deserve support even if i can’t
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I don’t know, you know? if you don’t fundamentally know what it’s like for a full time job to be that out of scope, maybe consider that you can’t make a judgement about what i’m capable of. if half the shit going on with my doesn’t fundamentally make sense, seek understanding.
i’m here, i’m communicative… and i’d be a lot more stable if folks lived in actual reality here with me. I need actionable avenues that reflect my reality, because “get any job” isn’t it.
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ugh, i feel actually physically sick with stress
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@Oneironott Trying to think of the right thing to say here, and maybe there isn't one, or maybe there doesn't have to be one aside from that yeah, I read all this and it actually makes sense.
