frustrating
So most of my friends are around Seattle; I have South Bay friends I almost never see, one South Bay friend I see sometimes; my friends near Santa Cruz are in new relationships, and it’s a huge drive. I’m terrible about meeting people here both cause time is limited and I get intimidated (esp everyone else feels like a valued coder and I’m me). I really wish I could hang out with Seattle people and I can’t afford a roadtrip let alone moving.
frustrating
Maybe I’d hate people. Maybe I’d wind up in a more sexual/romantic relationship with people. Maybe I’d never be able to stay in touch anyway. BUT I CAN’T KNOW, BECAUSE I CAN’T MOVE.