mh
Yeah. Having little bouts of really terrible self-hate make me feel like it'd take little set off a massive depressive spiral. I know I really really want a day off, since Saturday doesn't look very fun from here. And I know if I go "okay well I'll see if I'm feeling up to it" a chance I'll make myself go in. So I think if I'm going to decide to take today off, I should do so now.